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Do You Remember Your First?

Do you remember your first? Well do you? Come on, tell me you do.
I do. After all your first is a very memorable occasion! I remember mine like it was yesterday. Actually my first wasn’t mine to begin with, but my brothers. Boy did that make things a little complicated! Still she was beautiful. I could stare at her for hours. The way she reflected the light as she moved through the room…… I could swear her heart was in perfect sync with mine. Oh boy! It takes my breath away just thinking about her. How any young man could resist those curves was beyond me. And the hands. How could I forget those hands…………. “Hands?” I hear you say. Let’s just say I have a thing for nice hands.

I remember the day my brother came home with her. He was so proud to have her hanging on his arm and let’s face it, he should have been. She was gorgeous! I tried to play it cool but the feeling I had inside was a whole different story. Of course it was at this very point I realised I had to have her. Sure my brother thought he loved her, but this was just young love, after all they had been together for five minutes. How can you possibly tell that this is the one after such a short period of time?

I would learn later in life that love at first sight was real, but at this point in time I didn’t care. I knew I loved her more than my brother ever could and that’s all that mattered. I wasn’t going to let the fact that he was my brother get in the way of things. I mean love knows no boundaries right?

I would lie in bed each night just thinking about her and longing just to touch her. Knowing that on occasions she was just in the room next door drove me insane. The thought of her being with any other guy but me just drove me crazy. I had to come up with a plan to get her for myself! I thought it was going to be easy. I mean all I had to do was make my brother realise that she was not right for him and the rest as they say would be history. How could I be so wrong?

Not long after I was introduced to her she left with my brother to go and explore this wonderful world. My brother would call home occasionally and tell me about the great times they were having. He said once that he couldn’t imagine life without her. I was heartbroken.

A few years later she came back with my brother. She looked a little different from what I remembered since last we met. I guess a few years between drinks will do that. That didn’t bother me for a minute because I loved her and knew that she would be the same on the inside. My brother pulled me aside and told me how he had known I had my eye on her all this time. He went on to tell me that whilst they were away they had grown apart and that he had found another. He said that if I wanted, I could have her. I was a little angry at him just treating her like some kind of possession, although years later I would read in a magazine that we never really own them, but just look after them for the next guy.

I felt a little awkward but at last we were together. It was as if the universe had set things straight. I am glad I waited for her and our first moment together was everything I had imagined it would be. I was a little inexperienced to say the least but she had been round a bit and showed me how to treat a beauty such as herself.

Sadly we are no longer together. I hate to say it but I have moved on and found new love but she will always have a place in my heart. I am very happy with the one I am with at the moment but I know the day will come and my eyes will wonder once again and I will want to consummate with another. Some say it is just what us men do.

So I ask you. Do you remember your first? I hope you do. The first watch to touch your life is a very important one…….

Written by Brodge77

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